Selfish or Selfless?

My beloved laptop crushed AGAIN!
Never buy a Compaq laptop,the system just get slower through the years.
If not for the 3 years warranty,I would have dump it.
No more Facebook,Youtube and psp video conversion.
Life is sooo boring...
Never mind,I shall abstain myself from it .
Nowadays ,Men are depending too much on technology for entertainment and leisure.
There are so much things in life that we have missed out on.

I realised falling sick during NS is a blessing in disguise.
My long awaited break is finally here,
I knew my body immune system would succumb someday.
Thanks to the endless Guard duty and night road marches,
They just not get it!
We are humans not fighting machine ,
Human needs to sleep and recuperate .
There is only so much our body can take
Or my body can take.
I don't give a damn if you wanna call me Chao keng kai .
Don't wanna live by People 's expectation or opinon ,
Juz wanna do what I deem its right,
Trust my instinct and make my own decision.
Nothing else matters.
Cause no one can understand what I have been put through,
They just take you for granted.
This is the lesson I learnt from Reality.

My Gratitude to Anonymous .

One week ago,I met Anonymous for coffee.

I wanted to try the latte that Anonymous was drinking.

and that's how I had got the throat infection .

Pharyngitis is an inflammation of the throat or pharynx.

In most cases it is painful and the initial infection can extend for a lengthy time period.

It is the most common cause of a sore throat.

Most acute cases are caused by viral infections (40%–80%).

Its one of the worst infection I ever got.

Couldn't swallow anything solid.

Survived on porridge for 3 days ,

Lost 3 kg,

2 days of MC.

Thank you Anonymous!

Lets meet up soon again!

The truth shall set you free

I am just running away from the Ultimate Truth

I don't to face it now.

I hope the decision I made ,meant something.

Thank you for telling the whole world about me .

You are indeed a true friend!

As I finally seen your True color.

One more down.............

Why so Serious?

I am sucking on Strepsils Max to ease the sharp pain in my throat.

Thanks to the spicy food and sleepless night in Camp.

My 热气上升..

but I thank God for Good Friday,

as I managed to book out today or else I have to stay back to do Sai Kang.

Happy April Fool Everyone!

After our Guard Duty ended today , I played a April fool prank on Roy.

I told to him that we will be involved in this Sunday Guard Duty.

He was astounded and gave me the Blank Look.

Feeling guilty, I immediately told him the that It was an April Fool Joke,

I guessed only God can afford to be the Real Joker.

Cause I was informed that we were indeed involved in this Sunday's Guard Duty.

Yet another Sleepless night awaits for me.

I gotta say goodbye to my Immune System and Long Weekend.

Finally I watched Avatar on my PSP.

Its indeed an awesome movie,What a pity that I did not watched it in 3D.

Never mind,I am going to watch my long awaited Clash of the Titans in 3D.

I believe it will be another phenomenon just like Avatar.

PSP and BX's I touch are my best buddies in Camp.

So Far, I have watched

2 seasons of Friends

Entire Episodes of Hello my Sweetheart!

Final Destination 4

The Fourth Kind

Bruno

The Hangover

Day Breakers

Underworld 2 Evolution

Angus Thongs and the Perfect Snoggings

Over her dead body

Avatar

Knocked Up

The Mummy, Tomb of the Dragon.

Couple's Retreat

I have also finished all Mitch Albom 's book.

The Five People You will Meet in Heaven.

For One more Day.

Tuesday with Morrie

and Have a Little Faith.

His books are Inspirational and Heart Trending.

I am going to Easter Service tomorrow.

Haven't been to Church for quite a while.

I am expecting the unexpected to happen .

Our Endured Hardship will become

Vivid Memories we treasure.

The Curious Case of my Perception.

Exactly 1 year ago .

I was planning for my Shanghai Trip.

Time and Freedom was never an issue.

I was sort of looking forward to enlistment then,

Filled with confidence and i believe that I will be able to adapt to the grueling trainings and strict regimentation.

Little do I know, whats in store for me.

On my first day of enlistment ,I did not shred a little tear after I leave my family.

"This is nothing ,I can endure through the confinement week."I thought to myself.

In an brink of an eye,1 week passed by .

I was missing my home,friends and family members like crazy.

I couldn't wait to get out of Tekong as

the regiment lifestyle was driving me nuts.

All the marching commands sounded alien to me.

I should have joined a Uniform Group back in my Secondary School Days

I was really unfortunate to be posted to Cougar Company.

Their planning schedule is loathsome and most of the time, I booked out only on Saturdays.

The weekends were so precious to me.Spending quality time with my family and Ah Ma is my top priority. Occasionally I would met up with my Poly Friends and Buddy.

I became dejected and disoriented.

There wasn't anyone I could turn to

cause none of them were able to relate what I have experienced

I often turn deaf to their advices and encouragements,

Eventually some of the recruits were granted to Down Pes due to their sickness.

I began to admire them and consider them as the lucky ones,

I yearned to be like them and begin to find symptoms of illness in me.

Apparently I also have a lot of friends whom succeeded in getting a down Pes and

I started to heed their advices and assumed that this is the Way of Escape .

I was diagnosed with a lymph node on my neck .

When the posting of my new unit came out,I was stupefy to know that I was posted to the Infamous Guards Unit.

I wonder why SAF did not have an medical record of my Lymph Node.

I regretted as I did not opt to go for command school.

As Guards Training is equivalent to Sispec Training.

Anyway Regret is a absolute waste of time.

I can't change anything of my past.

I decided that I want to be a Fighting Fit Soldier and try my best not to fall sick.

If I have such an attitude in the beginning of my army phrase .

My Life would have been so different.

I do respect my fellow comrades who have a positive mindset about NS.

They don't whine ,fuss or bear grudges against the hardship they went through.

They just simply enjoy the whole process of NS.

I really try hard to be like them and want change my lousy mentality.

I guess I need more time..........