Envisage the Unpredictable

I would love to say I have Full Control of my Life but

the Truth is my Fate is not in my hands.

Once again ,I am OUT OF COURSE!

I used to love this label but now I abhor it.

Many may wonder why did I OOC again?

Chao Keng huh?

Nope!There is a new change to the requirement to participate in the RECCE course.

and I so happen not to qualify for it.

I was confused when I heard of this news?

Should I be happy because I can remained as an Untrained Soldier

or Sad that I cannot be a Recce Trooper.

I am accustomed to my Ever Changing , Uncertain life in NSF.

First ,they say I will not be posted to a Combat unit,

,then Rumours has it that I may be transferred to Rifle Coy, followed by Brunei or Thailand

and Taiwan trip.

All of which did not happened.

I am sicked of listening to their Never Gonna Happen schedule that is planned for me.

The latest news buzzing around - I will be going to Taiwan for my Recce Course this August.

I shall keep my finger crossed and be hopeful.

After all,Taiwan is a country I desired to visit.

Come what May.

I will be prepared for it.

Change will not hinder me anymore!

I will Stay firm to what I have promised myself.

As Korean Pop has invaded the music scene.

My brother and Bunk mates introduced me to this Korean Girl Pop Group

Girl's Generation

I am totally captivated by their Cuteness and Hotness.

I can watch their MV on my PSP for the whole day.

My Favourite Member of the Group-Tiffany.

I am hooked to this MV.

Wrecked Dreams and Forgotten Goals

Through out the 21 years of my life,
I have been changing the Goals and Dreams of my life .
Perhaps its because of the
Change of Environment,
Peer,Family influence
or Catastrophes of my life.

My list of excuses can go on and on and on...........................
Ultimately,I have to admit its because of my Lack of Determination and Commitment that I have let go of the Dreams and Visions of my Life.
When Crisis strikes,
When I no longer think I can Persevere,
I gave up.

After some time,I will be motivated again and set new goals and resolution.
However ,when there is a Downfall,I will throw in the towel again.
Its a Vicious cycle.
I am not chasing my dreams instead I have been on a Longest D-tour of my life.
I wanna Break free from this.
I want a Breakthrough.
I need to be Steadfast and Committed to Chase my dream,
Unleash my Potential and Fulfil the Purpose-driven Life.

Talk is cheap.
Action speaks louder than words.
So I gotta Act upon it.

Poignant

Freedom,

Time

is

all

I

need.

Made my first on line deal.

Sold my PS2.

What's Next?

My previous post seems to contradict what I said ,

one month ago.

Time Changed ,

So does my Belief

...................soooooo fickle minded.

Selfish or Selfless?

My beloved laptop crushed AGAIN!
Never buy a Compaq laptop,the system just get slower through the years.
If not for the 3 years warranty,I would have dump it.
No more Facebook,Youtube and psp video conversion.
Life is sooo boring...
Never mind,I shall abstain myself from it .
Nowadays ,Men are depending too much on technology for entertainment and leisure.
There are so much things in life that we have missed out on.

I realised falling sick during NS is a blessing in disguise.
My long awaited break is finally here,
I knew my body immune system would succumb someday.
Thanks to the endless Guard duty and night road marches,
They just not get it!
We are humans not fighting machine ,
Human needs to sleep and recuperate .
There is only so much our body can take
Or my body can take.
I don't give a damn if you wanna call me Chao keng kai .
Don't wanna live by People 's expectation or opinon ,
Juz wanna do what I deem its right,
Trust my instinct and make my own decision.
Nothing else matters.
Cause no one can understand what I have been put through,
They just take you for granted.
This is the lesson I learnt from Reality.

My Gratitude to Anonymous .

One week ago,I met Anonymous for coffee.

I wanted to try the latte that Anonymous was drinking.

and that's how I had got the throat infection .

Pharyngitis is an inflammation of the throat or pharynx.

In most cases it is painful and the initial infection can extend for a lengthy time period.

It is the most common cause of a sore throat.

Most acute cases are caused by viral infections (40%–80%).

Its one of the worst infection I ever got.

Couldn't swallow anything solid.

Survived on porridge for 3 days ,

Lost 3 kg,

2 days of MC.

Thank you Anonymous!

Lets meet up soon again!

The truth shall set you free

I am just running away from the Ultimate Truth

I don't to face it now.

I hope the decision I made ,meant something.

Thank you for telling the whole world about me .

You are indeed a true friend!

As I finally seen your True color.

One more down.............

Why so Serious?

I am sucking on Strepsils Max to ease the sharp pain in my throat.

Thanks to the spicy food and sleepless night in Camp.

My 热气上升..

but I thank God for Good Friday,

as I managed to book out today or else I have to stay back to do Sai Kang.

Happy April Fool Everyone!

After our Guard Duty ended today , I played a April fool prank on Roy.

I told to him that we will be involved in this Sunday Guard Duty.

He was astounded and gave me the Blank Look.

Feeling guilty, I immediately told him the that It was an April Fool Joke,

I guessed only God can afford to be the Real Joker.

Cause I was informed that we were indeed involved in this Sunday's Guard Duty.

Yet another Sleepless night awaits for me.

I gotta say goodbye to my Immune System and Long Weekend.

Finally I watched Avatar on my PSP.

Its indeed an awesome movie,What a pity that I did not watched it in 3D.

Never mind,I am going to watch my long awaited Clash of the Titans in 3D.

I believe it will be another phenomenon just like Avatar.

PSP and BX's I touch are my best buddies in Camp.

So Far, I have watched

2 seasons of Friends

Entire Episodes of Hello my Sweetheart!

Final Destination 4

The Fourth Kind

Bruno

The Hangover

Day Breakers

Underworld 2 Evolution

Angus Thongs and the Perfect Snoggings

Over her dead body

Avatar

Knocked Up

The Mummy, Tomb of the Dragon.

Couple's Retreat

I have also finished all Mitch Albom 's book.

The Five People You will Meet in Heaven.

For One more Day.

Tuesday with Morrie

and Have a Little Faith.

His books are Inspirational and Heart Trending.

I am going to Easter Service tomorrow.

Haven't been to Church for quite a while.

I am expecting the unexpected to happen .

Our Endured Hardship will become

Vivid Memories we treasure.