Sunday, March 16, 2008

back to HIM

OMGoshhhhhhhh.
I posted the song hypnotized in a RUSH,i didn't read the lyrics.I did not know that
it contained XXX content .Now i know, Akon 's song are all abt sex ..I used to dislike all his songs,until i heard (hypnotized).i wanna clarify.I only like the melody of the song ,not the lyrics.I am not like yaw wen bin..HAHA

I went to cg meeting today.Yufen 's way of leading have improve by leaps and bounds.
Cg meeting was AWESOME.I was brought back to the remembrance of the days when i was in the lowest pit of my life,days when God came in time to salvage the situations.I lost faith in
God for a while because i thought i was better off without him.I was wrong.I became a living zombie without the almighty.I became cold and empty.I was wear a mask everyday ,pretending i was happy and contented with life. The emptiness in me eventually break me down.I am glad i am back into his arms.

It was awe-inspiring service.Pst Phil preached a great sermon.He talks about self doubt.which it something i indulge in .He said our belief system should not base on the opinions of others or base on circumstances.It should be based on our identity.Self doubt is the weakest link of our life.However,i do value what others say about me,especially close friends and family members
.This is why something i get so upset when they say something negative about me.It is fine if they meant well and wanted me to change. but most of the time they say it because they wanna spite me.maybe i should to edge such people out of my life.HAHA