A poem for you

When Loneliness knocks on you door,

Fear Crept in again once more .

Vulnerable and Lost ,

Your Heart turns frost .

The Friends you seek,

There is none to speak .

I Yearn to there ,

To see your Heart Tear ,

but there is no Time to Spare,

What a Sad Affair.

I found this poem when I was packing my cabinet.
It was written 4 years ago for someone.
It gives me the creeps when i read it now.

LOLX

413 days of army

After crossing a smelly river and walking 32km through the endless night.

Passing 2 stations of weapon proficiency test and shooting 100m range seems like a impossible feat.

I was so "shag" that I was hallucinating during my last 4km.

All the trees looks like the checkpoint to me,I even thought I saw Irwin's face on the tree.

Nothing is Impossible and I managed to accomplished this unachievable task !!!

The Reward -The Infantry Coveted Combat Skills badge aka Cheap Skate badge.

The Surprise- Booking out on Thursday.

Its' all worth while!

I would do almost anything for the one day of freedom.

Just caught the movie- Just Another Pandora Box.

Its a lame shit movie and its the 4th Chinese film I watched this year.

I realized that I have not caught any Hollywood Film so far.

I missed out Avatar,Percy Jackson and The Lighting Thief and Dear John.

I wouldn't want to miss the much anticipated Clash Of the Titans.

Rumor has it that my Crescendo ISPC Trip may be cancelled due

to the riots by the Red shirts in Bangkok.

We could be going to Taiwan instead.

I seriously hope that this will come true!

Ps:I am gonna enjoy the rest of my looooooooooong weekend..

Time

It is inevitable to change as time passes by,

Cause Time betrays your faith,love ,trust and moral .

You will come to a point of time when you no longer can accept yourself.

I don't want to be manipulated by time

What a Bloody Mess!

As a Scout Trooper ,I have to learn lotsa things

One of them is to perform IV drip on a casualty.

We have to conduct a live IV on our buddy

and Alvin is so unfortunate to be my victim.

On my first attempt ,my hands were so shaky that I caused his vein to rapture which leads to swelling.

On my Second attempt,I did not manage to insert the cannula into his vein

so I had to adjust the needle in his skin to reach his vein .

I cannot imagine the pain he went through.

But I was rather surprised by his reaction,instead of screaming in pain.

He was giggling at my clumsiness.

While,He had his fair share of revenge.

Instead of taking out the cannula from my vein slowly.

He ripped it out from my vein and before I know it,

I was bleeding profusely.

I guess my expression was classic ,

Cause Alvin can't stop laughing at me.

Counting Down:421 days

I am a living dead.

The Grumpy Fool

Its very hard to be motivated

when you find no reason or rationale

in the things you do.