The Hard Way

I don't know why am I always the unfortunate one.
When I did my Napfa test in Poly.The cum gong sports and wellness student made me ran one more extra round because of her carelessness.
When I finally got my Ippt Gold in Guards unit.They disqualifed my result cause I was on medical status.
I did my first IPPT after my surgery yesterday and
I missed 0.5sec for the 2.4km run segment to get Gold for IPPT.
The worst thing is I had to stay back for remedial training
苦命ah.....
There is a retest today and I give it my best.
Thanks to my second year commanders ,
I finally got GOLD!!!!!
Not only did they encouraged me ,They ran with me
I really respect them.
Wanna thank Fen for your encouragment too.
Next, I need to clear SOC-Standard Obstacle Course to book out next friday.

My first nights out!

We were given 4 hour off camp today
Although its pretty short but its better than nothing.
After slacking my ass off for about four months.I am back to training.
Yes...now my aim is to be a Guardsman Rackery Tropper.
I am not sure whether I can take the Hell training but I will try my best la.
If I wanna cheong now ,Why didn't I chose to go to command school after my BMTC.
Its a question that lingers in my mind .
While everyone makes a wrong decision at a certain point of time.
I guess I just have to focus on the future and not dwell on the past.
We draw lesson from the past but we cannot live in it.
Lyndon B.Johnson.

I am starting with the man in the mirror..

This hit from the King of Pop is struck in my head .

And A Washed-Out Dream
They Follow The Pattern Of
The Wind, Ya' See
Cause They Got No Place
To Be
That's Why I'm Starting With
Me

A New Perspective

2009 has ended with many wrong decisions made.
Change!That's what I want in 2010.
I am really encouraged by what Pst Zhuang shared on Sunday
1 Corinthians 2:9
However,as it is written :"No eyes has seen ,nor ears heard,no mind has conceived what God has prepared for those who love him".
Afterall, Every failure is an stepping stone to success.

May 2010 end quickly.

I am going back to camp later.
I guess I have to face up to the reality.

I just saw this from Suzy's face bookwall.
Need boldness and courage to step into the zone of unknown.
How true