I just have to get over it

Anger consume people.It is a venom that paralyse people.

It cause the person to be down right depressing .

The person 's perceptive of life will change.

He will not want to face the day with a smile.

His mind will filled with vicious thoughts ,He just wants to see vengence take place.

He just want to satisfy his anger.

But,he will be a fool to do so.

He will be wasting this period of this life away

Anger allow a foothold for the devil.

Proverbs 29: 22 An angry man stirs up dissension, and a hot tempered one commits many sins

Proverbs 29 :11 A fool gives full vent to his anger,but a wise man keeps himself under control.

I read this verses one week before my terrible week ,perhaps God want to test my anger.

I guessed i failed badly.

I wanna thank all my friends for their encouraging smses.

especially fen,and joel for thier surprise visit.

it brightened my gloomy days

Proverbs 27 :9The heart counsel of a friend is as sweet as perfume and incense

sunday

I kinda feel better today
less consumed by my anger
I think its because of Pst kim 's preaching
and Joel 's surprise visit.
He even burned a DVD(containing some of the files which is in my lost harddisk) for me ..
It made my day
He is a weird friend of mine
often do very things that stunned me.
I tired many years to help him to get rid of his geeky look
but he refused
He is the exact carbon copy of the main actor from the movie
(superbad)

hmm no ..I cant judge him ,i look like a china man to some of my friends
Joel is a long friend of mine.
I knew him since primary 5
He has passion for singing
I hope he will achieve his dream some day.

The worst week ever

To sum up my lousy week

1)I got BMI station for all the onsites station,this means i have to collect urine sample for all 5 days made a request to change ,but was rejected.One of my colleague keep giving me nicknames I became so angry that i blasted $%#$# at her.I think I gave her a good scare,as she stop her nonsense after that.However,I thank God that there is no stool sample.Actually,there was one pending stool sample,I sort of cursed the lady to have constipation on that day.and SHE DID!
Yeah,i don't have to collect any stool sample.


2)I worked for a catering company.I came across some suckers(they sucks up to the boss and contribute nothing.)where as My friends and i slog off our ass for the job.
3) I lost my one ,month old 80 GB hard disk.Its either i left it in my bag and it got stolen (The suckers are my prime suspect),or I left it at my table and it was grabbed by an neighbourhood thief.I blamed no one expect myself for my carelessness.The feeling of losing things just sucks.

4)I went to work on friday,Initially I was on the correct way the workplace,but the kaypoh bus uncle insisted that i took the wrong bus.I listened to his advice and went to the wrong destination instead.In the end ,I had to take a cab down to work.

5)During one of the work days,I accidentally off the powerpoint of my supervisor 's laptop.She had already finished 1/4 of her data entry.WOah...althought.she didn't scold me.I know she is damn pissed off.

6)I went movie with hexing.He bought the ticket at the wrong price.I don't know what went wrong.We didn't talk for the rest of the day(Joel ,remember such incident also happened to us?)


I dont know why this week ,everything went sooo wrong.
I am jinxed by the devil,who is out to my life miserable.
God ,save me..
Anger,wrath,rage...This is what wayne is all about this days.
so friends,please dont ask me out these days.

The feeling of losing things

I was very moody today due to the loss of my harddisk
It was only an month old
I have to get out of this phrase of life
let go and move on
I decided to shift my table away from the window.
Wayne,its only a harddisk.
its not the end of the world.